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Thursday, June 9, 2011

Day 49 June 9

I have figured out about myself thru blogging that I am competitive and jealous.  I did play sport thru high school but my competitiveness did not show then.  I wonder if any other bloggers, browse other blogs and notice how many followers they have or how long they have been blogging, or how creative their page is, you see me I could go on and on.  I am jealous.  I know someone that just started and he said how weird it was that anyone can read it.  I  thought that too when I started then the green eyed monster in me took over.  At first I thought if just one person might read this and find something helpful that would be great, but this was for me.  This was a way to get my  thoughts and feelings out of my head and heal along the way.  I got lost. So...Heavenly Father I ask you to Keep your watch over me and my jealousy.  Help me use this blog for its original intent and nothing else.  I Will Keep Praising You Thru This Storm...

Galatians 6:4 

But let each one test his own work, and then his reason to boast will be in himself alone and not in his neighbor.