Not quite ready to tell the whole internet world my story yet. Maybe bits and pieces for now and the whole shebang later. Just had to say what a joy today was. I got to enjoy watching my 10 year old play in a softball tournament, go to lunch with my parents and family, sit in the sun, and they won one out of two which is huge for their team so we get to go back tomorrow. I haven't made many games this season because of the way I have been feeling, so going to two today and wanting to go back tomorrow is huge. Meds must be starting to work. All I want is my life back, and be a normal Mom again. My daughter never ceases to amaze me. She hasn't played for two years and she play first and third base, sometimes outfield. She has the ability to hit like a champ. She has some great catches and tags, but most of all she always has a smile on her face. She is such a little blessing. Even in her worse mood, she still loves life. I have alot I can learn from her, just as she learns from me. That is why Lord I Keep Praisin' You...